every time i see a post like this on my dash it reminds me that even though i’m not starving myself or purging anymore, i still have this mindset.
its weird to think about especially now that i’m pregnant. i eat right for the baby. but every day i look at myself & i can see every pound that i’ve put on & i get this quick little sinking feeling in my gut.
today i noticed that my collarbones are barely visible anymore & it was pretty upsetting.
i guess its interesting that i can eat well & want to take care of myself for my kid & stuff but at the end of the day in the back of my mind i still wanna look like this & i still wanna restrict my eating & obsess over weight & i’m gonna be like that forever, whether i act on it or not.
HELLO 911 MY WIFI IS NOT WORKING
Adolf’s very happy